From the closet each April I retrieve my most valiant protector, a woven oval of straw, a simple band of blue fabric its only flourish. Not all heroes are flashy with a complicated backstory. Sometimes a quiet, stolid presence provides the most effective aid, and I have learned the pain of disregarding this fact.
Seventy-four species identified by the app on my phone. One more, I get a badge. Puffed up with my near achievement I scout the neighborhood park for a plant or critter to put me over the top. Across the creek, frilled white bonnets bob in the breeze looking freshly laundered, each one framing golden lips lined in red, puckered for an expected kiss. My phone app says seventy-five is Poet’s Narcissus. So perfect! Were these placed here just for me?
My day seven entry for the City of Refuge Poem-a-Thon. This is another one that feels somewhat unfinished to me, but I’m calling good enough for now.
Wayfinding
Pick an escape, any escape Knock on the door of fate What does the glass orb show? A way out or a way in? Which way out, which way in? Or is the vision dim? Let the stars chart a path If no path can be seen Venture into the darkness. But take a light. Pick a light, any light.
My day six entry for the City of Refuge Poem-a-Thon. I decided today to follow their prompt which suggested using rhyme in some way. I have a feeling I will add more to this later, but for now I’m calling it done enough.
Things I Am Choosing to Ignore
The widening crack in the bathroom wall The box of “decluttered” items in my entry hall
The plan I made for this day last night The opportunity to make that right
The distance between my heart and head The number of books on my list “to be read”
The conspiracy theories of a stranger A growing sense of impending danger
Criticism from people who have no clue And the agendas they want to pursue
Day 4 entry for the City of Refuge Poem-a-Thon. For this one in particular, I feel the need to remind everyone it’s a rough draft. I only had a few free minutes today. I chose a list of random words and tried to connect them without overthinking.
Among Faces I Know
Among faces I know Time has made many deep Change coming in the enrichment of details Dimes spent to cover the etchings, Pursuing erasure, can only stretch so far The face will do its job of showing the Threads that create a life story May my eyes seek the depth, the details, The story, the human within the story
When urban deer, well adapted to our city ways, casually grazed everything else to the ground last year my milkweed survived unscathed, their pearly glue-like sap a genius survival trick. I watched each day for monarchs. Two appeared eventually. I planted these just for you, spread the word, I would have said if I spoke butterfly. Spring again. Green shoots break through and my watchful gaze is renewed. Soon emerald leaves will unfurl spreading like hands in supplication. I hope the plea is understandable to the monarchs: I’m here to serve. Please come. Bring your friends.
Today’s poem for the City of Refuge Poem-a-Thon is based on a true story, as documented in these old photos.
Dismantling the Sled Run
First we have to prune away the brush, tendrilled fingers clutching what once made ours the coolest back yard on the block, every good snow of every winter several years running, the wooden platform a launchpad to my husband’s feat of engineering, the curved track where kids hurtled themselves down our hill right at the fence until the sled run sent them spinning away thrilled and dizzy into harmless white fluff. Then up again to the back of the line, a conveyor belt of children on continuous cycle. We were famous a dozen years ago in our neighborhood.
In the back corner out of sight it’s stayed all this time until now wood rotting, vines creeping over a forgotten monument of an earlier era lost to time, vegetation, and pill bugs. I expected tears but shed none as we wrench off the legs, wrestle loose the pieces of old planks from roots holding them in place, freeing this small spot of existence from debris of the past. This corner of the yard might have a future. I uncover a patch of bare earth, the soil dark, healthy, waiting rich with possibilities.
For the month of April, I have committed to write a poem each day as part of a poem-a-thon fundraiser for City of Refuge, an organization that assists refugees settling in mid-Missouri.
I already have some sponsors among family and friends. If anyone else feels moved to donate, you can click on the link and scroll down to “donate to a participant.” Find Ida Fogle on the drop-down menu. That’s me.
The coordinator is sending writing prompts to participants. Today’s email contained a few, including the Katie Peterson poem “At the Very Beginning.” In response, I decided to write a poem called “At the Very End.”
At the Very End
At the very end I want to be in the middle of something a poem half finished, a bite of pecan pie in my mouth taste buds in the act of signaling my brain; a shovel in my hands, turning compost, making blisters eggshells and broccoli stems peeking from the dirt; hiking a newly discovered trail, water bottle lifted; observing the magnitude of the Milky Way head tilted to the night sky, my ears open to owl hoots; feet on the pedals of my bike, thigh muscles burning; a laugh making its way up from my belly while gathered at a familiar table with friends; finger clicking photos of magnolia trees and peonies; searching for the answer to a burning question, mind churning; creating what was planned to be a memory; telling my family, I love–
Waving goodbye to the old year, or hello to the new year
This week before New Year’s Day is weird, isn’t it? We’ve wrapped up the 2022 things, but somehow it’s not 2023 yet. What is even happening?
I shared this poem here a couple of years back, but I’ve tweaked it a little since then, so I’m sharing it again.
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That Lull Before the Renaissance
That lull between Christmas and New Year’s Day Pajamas serve as uniform The chocolates are polished off The one jigsaw puzzle of the year takes shape Noble intentions gestate
We sleep in mornings Before the date arrives after which Every day We’ll stir ourselves early To accomplish worthy deeds
We watch a few mindless movies Before the date arrives after which Every day We’ll spend free time Working out and reading classics
We create grocery lists Full of carrots and broccoli While crunching chips
We indulge and relax while we can Before next week When the work of the Renaissance begins